My Life

my life is probably, correction

my life IS spent too much on

1) waiting for others
2) fulfilling the many expectations the ones i love set for me
3) training for something that i ain't pretty much interested in at the age of 19
4) being a hypocrite, i don't get why i'm pushing kids to study when i simply hate it
5) surfing the net, googling, getting way to tied down by emails and updating
6) watching too much unhealthy porn, note: unhealthy
7) packing and packing, the packing never seems to end
8) wondering how i should get my hair done
9) taking in too much drinks and of course food

and lastly

10) trying wayyy too hard to make things that are impossible to try to work

my life IS better spent at

1) writing a fiction, something i've been wanting to do since i was 16
2) doing more spiritual shopping, cds and books
3) drinking alone
4) ditching everyone and just be a loner, seriously i should
5) reading
6) studying
7) driving
8) eating
9) sleeping
10) taking great care of myself

every day just zips through in a flash.

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